Single Or Taken: i am taken <3 .Sex: im a lady .Birthday: november 9th, 1986 .Sign: scorpio .Siblings: too many, like 9 or something .Hair Color: brownish .Eye Color: brown .Shoe Size: 81/2 .Height: 5'0 ~>RELATIONSHIPS<~ .Who are your best friends?: sean dooley .Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes :) <3 sean dooley ~>FASHION STUFF<~ .Where is your favorite place to shop: oh gosh, H&m ,urban outfitters .Any tattoos or piercing: hopefully very soon my lip ~>SPECIFICS<~ .Do you do drugs?: sure why not .What kind of shampoo do you use?: some dollar store shit .What are you most scared of?: public speaking. .What are you listening to right now?:ryan adams .Who is the last person that called you?: sean<3 .Where do you want to get married?: hopefully soon to my love. .How many buddies are online right now?: um 2 .What would you change about yourself?: i think i would change my nose and my tummy. ~>FAVORITES<~ .Color: pink .Food:Everything... .Boys name: Tuesday .Girls name:Autumn .Subjects in school: Sewing <3 .Animals: I hate animals. .Sports: I hate sports. ~>HAVE YOU EVER<~ .Given anyone a bath?: My dog... .Bungee jumped?: um, i dont think so .Skinny dipped?: never did. .Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: um, no i dont think. .Pictured your crush naked? well if my crush is my boyfriend then um, Yes. .Actually seen your crush naked?:  sure. .Cried when someone died?: No, i laugh.. ? .Lied: not to anyone that i love. .Fallen for your best friend?:well sean is my best friend so sure .Been rejected?: i guess not. .Rejected someone?:not that i know of .Used someone?: no. .Done something you regret?: yeah a few things. ~>C U R R E N T<~ .Clothes: pink off the shoulders shirt with some jeans. .Music: yeah yeah yeahs- maps .Make-up: eye liner .Biggest Annoyance: everyone. .Favorite Smell: aw sean scent. .Favorite artist: cindy sherman, kurt halsey. .Favorite band: right now, the strokes and coheed. .Desktop picture:me and sean .Book you’re reading:im not reading .CD player: coheed .DVD in player: love actually .Color of toenails: no paint on them ~>LAST PERSON<~ .You touched: me .Hugged: jackie .You imed: no one .You yelled at: parents .You kissed: Sean <3 ~>ARE YOU<~ .Understanding: sometimes i guess .Open-minded: Yes. .Insecure: Very. .Interesting: not really. .Hungry: arent i always.. .Smart: not really no. .Moody: yeah i guess .Hard working: never no, .Organized: nope never. .Healthy: ugh... .Shy: depends.. .Difficult: when i want to be .Attractive: oh yess im so very hott. .Bored easily: yes . .Messy: sometimes .Responsible: when i want to be .Obsessive: not really. .Angry: yes.. .Sad: yep. .Happy: sometimes .Hyper: hardly ever. .Trusting: yes. .Talkative: sometimes .Legal: ? sure. ~>WHO DO YOU WANNA<~ .Kill: everyone .Slap: everyone .Look like: sudren pak, wynoda ryder ~>RANDOM<~ .In the morning I am: dead, or very moody. .All I need is: Sean, my sketchbook, music and manhattan. .Love is: lovely. .I dream about: all sorts of things. ~>WHICH IS BETTER<~ .Coke or pepsi: coke Flowers or candy: flowers are pretty, but i heart candy : [ .Tall or short: short : [ ~>OPPOSITE SEX<~ .What do you notice first: there style .Last person you slow danced with: Haley... lol .Worst question to ask: bra size, very mature... .Makes you laugh the most: seans silly dances. .Makes you smile: sean <3 .Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: hmmmn, hard one Sean <3 .Used to be really close to and aren't anymore: Erin :( .Who do you have a crush on: My boyfriend, Sean <3 .Who has a crush on you: hopefully no one. ~>DO YOU EVER<~ .Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: Yeah sean, <3 .Save conversations: no. .Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: ugh no. .Wish you were younger: nope. .Cried because someone said something to you?: yeah im sensitive ~>NUMBER<~ .Of times I have had my heart broken: a few times .Of hearts i have broken: i think one time .Of continents I have lived in: just this one .Of good friends: a few. .Of cds i own: lol like 3 .Of scars on my body: 2. .Of things that i regret: a few. ~>YOUR THOUGHTS<~ .I know: some things. .I want: to hang out with sean:( .I have: a headache .I wish: i didnt live in queensbury I hate: everyone I fear: school I hear: lovely music. I search: for fun stuff of ebay .I wonder: what seans doing .I regret: nothing right now .I love: Sean dooley <3

i saw him, he came, we had one day, one very short day. and it was so special and fun, but the end was so hurtful because he had to go. here are some pictures that we took<3

http://hometown.aol.com/p1nkrebellion/

boy im so bored, im at my daddies job my mom woke me up at like 6.Anyway, i just got over being sick :( i miss my boyfriend a whole lot . he better come see me. i feel like crap today. i need to get a stupid prom dress for a stupid prom that i really dont want to go to. if my parents didnt over obsess about it i wouldnt go. i finally finished my pillows in sewing ! horay for me. Jackie made a big sexy one, hah, "lumpy" i stole your stuffing, We really have to stop stealing things... i hope today is better than yesterday. holy moly, i want to work here, id be on the computer all day and the phone. what i do best...i would be a receptionist or something like that... I wish sean was here. :( well i must go now, my dad is back

i heart sean <3

i havent wrote in here in quite sometime, i kinda hate xanga....

but i love this boy alot name sean hes the most special person, and i want him to know that and iwant him to know how no one can take his place. and that he is my true best friend :)

hi beautiful, happy hearts day i know where not together but  your always in my little heart. im sorry i cannot be with you but i promise we will have our own little heart holiday. your so darn special to me, and i miss you always. i know you cannot wait until your chocolate  just kiding but i hope you enjoy all your special gifts and i hope you will always be my valentine.

.. pouring over our photographs, im living in your letters. breathe deeply from this envelope it smells like you and i cant be without that scent. its filling me with all you mean to me.